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[Dec. 18th, 2006|09:44 pm] |
i met an LJ friend today at jumba juce....yay!!!!!
and then i realized that i haven't updated this in a long time........i have been updating my myspace blog lately instead....i don't have easy internet access anymore.......so we shall see |
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[Oct. 18th, 2006|01:50 pm] |
I woke up a few mornings ago and I hated you. I hated all of you. I despised you. I despised your misguided and dogmatic religious convictions. I despised your white trash image. I despised everything that you claimed to stand for. I was enraged by what you wanted to taint my art with. Your tough guy bullshit is lame and you need to get raped up by ass.
I fucking hate just about all of you. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|05:07 pm] |
hail the tragedy has some shows coming up....i would love to see you all there......i miss you guys
10/13/2006 08:30 PM - The Expo
9583 Elk Grove Florin Rd., Elk Grove, CA 95624,US - $5
Ashes Of A Forgotten Fire, Hail the Tragedy
10/14/2006 05:00 PM - Memorial Hall
2590 First Street , Napa, CA 94559 ,US - $5
we will be playing with these bands: Hail the Tragedy Giants Orbiting, This Canvas, Holy Ghost Circuit, The Subtle Way, O! The Joy, Derge, Heart Shed, Forsaken ( L.G.W.B.), At The Crossroads, Hope Kills, Mega Mega, Capistrano, |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|02:44 pm] |
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mike malloy got fired from air america radio.....he was my catharsis. he would lash back against right wing sacks of shit with venom. he would articulate what most people are afraid to say. he had knowledge and understanding and yet would be the first too admit that he doesn't know everything. he was caustic and abrasive. he voiced the rage and unsettlement that many people feel everyday while trying to live under such an imperialistic government and he would tear the undercurrent of sexism, racism, and homophobia in this country to shreds.....along with any half-witted conservative that would try to justify such things. |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|03:38 pm] |
"I should have yelled and forced someone to hear those things we thought were better left unsaid"
bury your (fucking) dead |
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[Aug. 5th, 2006|12:05 am] |
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i want to rip open your heart and piss and shit on your beliefs. fuck off. |
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[Aug. 4th, 2006|11:25 pm] |
my scream, my last and only chance to save you
you're killing yourself
and i wasn't lying when i said "this is breaking my heart"
because every day you wither like tulips under the summer sun
(but then again aren't we all?)
but what will i do when you are gone...consumed...buried
the hardest part is you know what you are doing to yourself
someday i will say: "maybe i should have screamed. but baby, would you have even heard me?" |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|10:45 pm] |
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today, on the bus, some dumb shit started screaming at the bus driver because she didn't stop at his spot. i was sitting at the back of the bus. when i heard him i shouted and told him to "shut the fuck up you dumb ass redneck". honestly, fuck dumb shits like that. he was one of those late 30s early 40s men that have no sense of style or sensitivity. they sit on their fat asses guzzling cheap white trash beer while beating their wives and watching some worthless sport on the television. fuck boys (i refuse to refer to such scum as men) like that. he gave off the vibe of being a total sexist and racist filthy sack of degeneracy. anyways, i kept on shouting at that sub human and he kept ignoring me. as he walked off the bus i told him "thats right, get off the bus you fucking dumb shit". he probably couldn't have cared less what some punk ass kid thought of him, but either way i hope he felt humiliated. i hope this short encounter that he had with me haunts him for awhile. it probably won't, and i realize that. he has probably boosted his ego up to the point where it would take much more than a few caustic insults from some one like me. i can't stand fuckers like him. heaven forbid he should have to walk an extra three blocks. it could probably do him some good to loose some of the weight around his ass. they bitch if they are waiting in line a few minutes longer than they want. they bitch if their is a subtle and insignificant error with their coffee or food. these people are lifeless. completely consumerist zombies. and when they don't get exactly what they want they rudely yell, insult, and degrade. its sick. when i meet someone i assume that they have humanity. but if they demonstrate otherwise what is one suppose to do with such a person? i might seem soft spoken and easily scared but if i witness something like what happened to day i am not going to just stand or sit silent. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2006|02:08 am] |
the heat could reach 105 today.....and yet there are still dumb shits out their that deny the evidence of global warming....fuck them...they are killing our planet and they are killing us...
as mike malloy said next time you hear someone denying global warming imagine someone shoving a gun barrel against an infants head....and then pulling that trigger leaving the child's brains, hair, blood, and gore against a sidewalk. fuck these bastards. thats what they are doing to our future when they spew their corporate funded propaganda. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2006|10:34 am] |
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i suck cocks in my spare time |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
amanda got me a pet scorpion...how bad ass is that......i named it scott.....after the guitarist from onceover/ the guy that works at the cafe society. amanda and i went to san Francisco yesterday. we bough pants for her...cause she just started working at baskin robbins and needed work pants......and then we walked to pier 39 and ate clam chowder, went on silly virtual rides, watched sea lions, and fed pigeons ice cream out of a spoon.
it was fun...i want to go back.....next i want to visit the modern art museum. |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|11:23 pm] |
shell hellquest has the cutest kities....and she is awsome for letting me hang out with her, eat her muffins, make coffee.....and make my life a little less voidful.........
i hope i get to spend more time with her this summer
and i want to travel some where. |
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[Jun. 15th, 2006|04:14 pm] |
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why the hell did i agree to hang out with these dumbasses......i seriouslly wanna say somthing exetremely hurtful and fucked up so this bitch crys.....fuck |
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[Jun. 6th, 2006|01:16 pm] |
i just voted...so thats what democracy looks like...interesting....
in the voting building the workers were saying that so far there was only a 31% turn out across the sate since there aren't any hot button issues.....that is fucking disgusting.
fuck anyone that didn't go out to vote, unless you are a republican. if you stayed home, and are a republican, then you did your state a favor by not voting....
but to all the progressives or democrats that didn't vote shame on you......we have an impotent democrats in positions of power. the only way to bring in people that reflect solid liberal and progressive values (aka decent people with hearts and intelligence) is to vote them in on a local level. how is that not a hot button issue? jesus christ!! |
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[Jun. 5th, 2006|01:33 am] |
i am so sick and tired of existing along side anti-multiculturalistic, homophobic, chauvinistic, imperialistic, fundamentalistic, and all together worthless subhuman sacks of shit.
there are, once again, a bunch degenerates trying to ban gay marriage through constitutional amendment. yes, i understand this has a "scant" chance of passing. the fact that heartless, ignorant, dumb shit Social conservatives still exists. honestly, if anyone of you dipshits happen to be on my friend lists just delete yourself. life is too short to waist on miserable little fear mongers like you. gay marriage will be legal one day. and i can't wait to watch all you sorry little shits squirm and bitch when it happens. (http://www.guardian.co.uk/worldlatest/story/0,,-5865460,00.html)
there are also murderous sorry excuses for american soldiers killing pregnant woman and putting bullets into babies. these soldiers are psychopathic murderous dogs. some of these soldiers were on their fourth tour in Iraq. don't give me this bullshit about supporting the troops. if you stupid dumb asses that show off your idiotic yellow ribbons gave a shit about the troops then you have demanded that we leave this imperialistic invasion immediately. everyone of you that support this massacre are justifiers of this death. you sick sons of bitches masturbate when you hear about babies getting their heads blown off and preteen girls crying and screaming while being exploded by grenades. we shouldn't be in this goddamn PNAC helmed war to began with. FUCK!! (http://www.abc.net.au/am/content/2006/s1652678.htm) (http://www.abcnews.go.com/WNT/story?id=2025900)
and why aren't you hypocritical pro-lifers screaming about the woman whose fetus was killed by these monsters? you people are truly worthless.
i hate people like that...i truly do......people like that are vomit...they are human fecal matter...they bathe in human sludge and grim....
i am really sick of this bullshit.....i really fucking am......
and did you see that Bush/Rice kiss? ha, i bet that made his redneck southern racist base's blood boil....and i am glad......you know what i want? i want everyone to have sex with people of different races. don't practice "racial integrity" (as the KKK and neonazis call it). i can't wait until we this happens. just to piss these racists off.....the day is coming you gutless neonazis......all you goddamn whities will someday be brown.....ha ha ha ha......you fucktards...you are all going to get what is cumming.....fornication is the solution... |
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[May. 28th, 2006|09:58 pm] |
im such an anal whore, more of an anal whore than michelle
im sooooo anal whorey!! |
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[May. 25th, 2006|10:56 pm] |
hey,
my band has a show tomwaroo...this is totally last min...but if you can...you should attend
Show Time: Friday May 26, 2006 - 6:00 PM
Venue Name: planned parenthood parking lot
Address: 1735 Jefferson St.
City: Napa
State: CA
Zip Code: 94558
Cost: free
Description: Hail the Tragedy, Grand Color crayon, giants orbiting, others.... |
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[May. 9th, 2006|02:44 pm] |
in honor of that stupid united 93 movie that just came out. the plane didn't fucking crash...this article was posted by wcpo (an ABC affiliate) on 9/11
last night Mike Malloy read the article over the airwaves and referred people to the wcpo website. with in moments the article was taken down. in its place was some text claiming the article was taken down due to factual errors. what facts were wrong? fuck you wcpo for being media whores and suppressing the truth! fuck you for offering no reasons as to why the information was wrong! fuck you!
Plane Lands In Cleveland; Bomb Feared Aboard
Reported by: 9News Staff
Web produced by: Liz Foreman
9/11/01 11:43:57 AM
A Boeing 767 out of Boston made an emergency landing Tuesday at Cleveland Hopkins International Airport due to concerns that it may have a bomb aboard, said Mayor Michael R. White.
White said the plane had been moved to a secure area of the airport, and was evacuated.
United identified the plane as Flight 93. The airline did say how many people were aboard the flight.
United said it was also "deeply concerned" about another flight, Flight 175, a Boeing 767, which was bound from Boston to Los Angeles.
On behalf of the airline CEO James Goodwin said: "The thoughts of everyone at United are with the passengers and crew of these flights. Our prayers are also with everyone on the ground who may have been involved.
"United is working with all the relevant authorities, including the FBI, to obtain further information on these flights," he said.
http://web.archive.org/web/20021109040132/http://wcpo.com/specials/2001/americaattacked/news_local/story14.html
http://www.911inplanesite.com/bomb_threat.html |
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[May. 4th, 2006|11:18 pm] |
Words that describe my feelings the last few months:
disenfranchise, transitive verb, -chised, -chising.
1. to take any right or privilege away from
nihilism, noun.
1. entire rejection of established beliefs, as in religion, morals, government, and laws.
2. (Philosophy.) the denial of all existence; rejection of objective reality or of the possibility of an objective basis for morality.
Dada or dada, noun.
a movement in modern art and literature rejecting the standards and values of society by proposing unrestrained expression in behavior and artistic form; Dadaism.
alienation, noun.
1. a turning away in feeling or affection:
a. the act of alienating; making unfriendly.
(SYN) estrangement.
b. the state of being alienated; not feeling interested in or involved with one's family, associates, or society.
anxious, adjective.
1. uneasy because of thoughts or fears of what may happen; troubled; worried.
rage, noun, verb, raged, raging.
noun 1. violent anger; fury.
disconnection, noun.
1. the act of disconnecting.
2. the state of being disconnected; separation
lustful, adjective.
1. full of lust or desire; desiring indulgence of sex; sensual; lewd.
pessimism, noun.
1. the tendency to look on the dark side of things or to see difficulties and disadvantages.
2a. the belief that things naturally tend to evil, or that life is not worth while.
b. the belief or doctrine that the evil in life outweighs the good.
esoteric, adjective.
1. understood only by a select few; intended for an inner circle as of disciples or scholars; abstruse.
slave, noun, verb, slaved, slaving, adjective.
noun 1. a person who is the property of another. Slaves were once bought and sold like horses in the United States.
2. (Figurative.)
a. a person who is controlled or ruled by some desire, habit, or influence.
b. a person who submits to or follows another
exhausted, adjective.
1. used up.
2. worn out; very tired. |
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